Disappear Fear

What fears have you overcome and how?

If somebody were grading this paper, this paper is destined for a C minus. I will hand it in, in time. The first thing that comes to mind is phobias. Apparently there’s a difference between a fear and a phobia.

Fear is a natural, rational response to a real threat or danger, helping keep you safe. A phobia is an anxiety disorder characterized by an excessive, irrational fear of an object or situation that is out of proportion to the actual danger

Most fears disappeared in time. I watch my four year-old grandson cringe to terror from ants and worms a year ago. This week we were picking up snails and spiders and putting them in the bushes.

Disappear Fear

I remember roughly being that age and I was terrified about making friends. The weird part was I had many friends. This is a very normal course of action.

I recall many years ago, giving a speech in a freshman composition class. In the middle of speech, I had a little panic attack as all people in the class were watching me. I was simply saying words to get through the speech with no meaning behind what I was saying. These days I love giving speeches. This transformation happens without us, even realizing it. A little backdrop to the story was I gave the speech on the day Mount Saint Helens.blew up. But I’m not afraid of volcanoes that would be irrational.

Grew Up Racist

What sticks to a young mind, and can it be completely removed? It is like a frying pan left in the sink too long. It can come clean if you work at it long enough. The residue somehow stays.

When we were little the men who picked up our trash, we were taught to fear them. There were black people coming into our alley. The putrid smell of trash lingered from the trash cans. While falling asleep at night, every noise I heard were people in the alley, lurking and dangerous.

This is from an unpublished essay I wrote called. I grew up a racist.

I was taught to fear Black people, I was taught to fear the alley in back of our house. It is this fear that is communicated in our country. It is a fear that is perpetuated in our country. We waste half our GDP on the military selling that fear.

It embarrasses me. I’m afraid for our country and I still am.. I overcame those ingrained fears from childhood.. I am not afraid of being wrong.

One response to “Disappear Fear”

  1. vermavkv Avatar

    This is a deeply honest and self-reflective piece.

    What stands out most is the willingness to examine fear not just as a personal experience, but as something learned, shaped, and sometimes unlearned over time. The contrast between childhood fears, early anxiety, and later confidence gives the writing a strong sense of lived transformation rather than abstract theory.

I would love to hear you opinion as well

I’m Mark

His friends observe Mark seems wired a little differently. Perhaps it’s more likely that noticing little things often missed by others is a relic of a quieter, simpler time. He has a way with words, which he refuses to let be hindered by sub-par typing skills. People have great stories to tell if you sit and listen.

A belief dear to Mark is that there is certain beauty in the world. You simply have to look for it.

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