The Side Effects of Endorphins

I’ll use yesterday as an example. I got up at six and finished my work at a decent time. I went for a long walk with Luna, made dinner, did some German and decided it’s time to finish the short story I am writing.

I think my wife and I interacted for all of ten minutes. It doesn’t happen often, but I fell asleep on the couch. The constant tug and pull of what I want to do and what I need.

There are so many things I want to do more of. Those activities are glaringly obvious. Exercise, drawing, spend time with my wife, soccer, painting, writing, grandkids, travel, yoga, reading, daydreaming,concerts, cooking, drawing and the fine art of doing nothing.

But for now I always have something I must do.