That is an excellent question and one worth exploring. There are certain directions that are not negotiable. We have motivation as parents, grandparents, partners, sons and daughters. I am not religious at all yet still abide by the principle of treating people as you expected to be treated, only a little better. And treat yourself that way.
I was once told that there was no way I could go from being an accountant to being a computer programmer. Running a marathon seemed like an impossible task. I don’t type well yet still I write. I don’t paint well yet I do art daily.
In the, possibly misquoted, words of Peter Schickele. “If it feels good, it is good.” He said that about music and music is a powerful guiding force. So i will stick with the comparison.
I can’t explain why I try to learn foreign languages. Life doesn’t always make sense and sometimes I don’t have the skill set to make sense of it.







